Thursday, May 26, 2005
8:50 PM
hehe... the start of the day today was quite fun cos our cls watched a chocolate show... dun really know the title.. but somehow, well... hehe.. SO COOl man tt show, i LUV it.... then after tt..
after tt was quite surprised to hear tt a deejay came to our school to teach us or smthing like tt.... yeah.... so funny the whole 2 periods.. =) so then, we were asked whether to attend a deejay course during june hols.. i feel like going but sad, can't make it as i'm going overseas! this trip has already caused me missing my adventure camp lehs.... haix... okay, now move on to e sad part liao..
actualli, today started out quite well like i just said.. but then today i felt so left out... sadd... She is so selfish for her own... anyway, i don't think She will see my blog.... like i said, she doesn't care... stop rubbing salt into mi wounds will You? stop asking rhetorical questions will You?!?..... stop acting!... You never help me solve any problems and only care for people to help You solve Your problems... so pisseeed off today so just venting my anger here... i'm returning back to me.. same old me... don't want to live behind the shadow of someone's other life.. You never bothered about me once did You?.. i was thinking about it all along... but nvm,.. anyway i'm always the one everytime... in the past..... now...... and perhaps in the future.. i'm utterly disappointed in U...
damn... and i even lied to sandra... i'm sorry for you if you ever read this... sorry sandra! i didn't mean it... i lied tt i was feeling tired this day hence my moodiness.... continue later...
you make my life perfect-`you do right?..